if I were a painter
Mixing my colors
How could I ever find the blue of your
eyes
The canvas could never
Capture the light of your smile, of your
smile

And girl if I were a sculptor
Working in marble
I couldn't hope to copy your perfect face
The curve of your body
The feel of your skin
My hands could never
Ever trace

So I try to find the melody as beautiful
as you
Find the words to say your eyes are
bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling
for you
And now when the beat is so strong
I'd give my heart in a song

If I were an actor
I could be someone
Someone who'd always know the right
things to say
But as soon as I'd see you
I'd forget all my lines
And you'd never know what I feel inside

So I try to find the melody as beautiful
as you
Find the words to say your eyes are
bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling
for you
And now when the beat is so strong
I'd give my heart in a song

I remember the day
you came into class
trying to be cool
but acting like an ass

For some stupid reason
I still was drawn to you
Even after I found out
to someone else you were true

After a few days
you came to say hi
and tell me your name
but I wondered why

You're the coolest guy in school
and you came to my desk
Usually the cool kids
only come to cheat off my test

You said you liked my hair
and let me tell you it made my day
You were so nice to me
in every single way

As our friendship bloomed like flowers
your girlfriend began to form hate
She said I was taking her guy
But I swear we never went on a date

She said that wasn't true
and she had the proof with her
She reached into her purse
and pulled out a picture

Of him and I studying
How stupid could she be
We were reading a history book
That wasn't at all romantic to me

As more days passed again
I realized my feelings for him never changed
I had hoped with all this friendship
my feelings would have re-arranged

That wasn't the case
but I let it go
I didn't want him to find out
It would be hell for him to know

The fall soon ended
and the winter came through
I remember we were studying
when you said "I love you"

I didn't know what to think
so I took my books and ran
Did you guess it yet
This is where the problem began

He broke up with his girlfriend
but we just remained friends
I knew this is how great friendships
come to silly ends

One chilly night outside the theatre
we were waiting for our ride
He put his arm around me to keep me warm
and hugged me to his side

I was unsure of what to do
how can this be true
He looked deep into my eyes and gently asked
"Would it be bad if I kissed you?"

I remember feeling scared
and not knowing what to say
I guess that was a good thing
cause he kissed me anyway

It was the warmest kiss
I ever knew
then I whispered
"I love you too"

For months our love
had stayed so strong
At that point nothing in the world
had once gone wrong

We had only known each other
for a year and a half maybe two
But I would have sworn
our love could make it through

Another year passed
we were still happily together
One night he called said he was coming over
I said “Baby don't just look at the weather"

It was storming outside
harder than ever before
I knew if he went
I'd never see him anymore

He said he would wait until tomorrow
I was so glad to hear those words
It was like the ending of a spell
Or should I say a curse

The last year of high school soon approached
still we wondered what to do
I asked him "what about college?
Do you think we should stay true?"

He said “I’ll never leave you,
I promise I never can.
I don't want to take the risk
of never seeing you again.

I know we're in love
You know that my love is real
Words can never describe
how your presence makes me feel"

He kissed my forehead
and got down on one knee
pulled a ring out of his pocket and whispered
"Will you marry me?"

"first time..."
posted by rarethorn (Aug 15, 2005 @ 1:18AM) views: 108

hi..
gaanu kahalaga ang mga "1st time" nyo..?
tulad halimbawa ng
first love?
first date?
first kiss?
first nyt?
first everything?
may nagsabi sa akin na hnd naman daw ganoon kahalaga ito, minsan nga ayaw mo pang alalahanin kc hndi nging ganoon kaganda. hndi naging tulad ng inaasahan mo o kaya naman nabaon na sa limot ng tuluyan.

are ur "firsts" worth remembr'n?

 

 

 

 

where do yah belong?
posted by inertia81 (Aug 15, 2005 @ 5:42AM) views: 39

Are you a hottie with a body or a geek that
reeks?!?!?!
This is your test...
take a piece of paper and number it from
1-10!!!
DONT LOOK AHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1) Are you short, average, or tall?!?

2) Are you skinny, average, or pleasantly
plump?!?!?!?

3) Are your eyes blue, brown, hazel, or
green?!?!?!

4)What is your favorite color out of all of
these???

*~*~*Baby Blue, Red, Purple, Black, Pink,
Green,
Yellow*~*~*

5) Where is your dream place to live?!?!?!

*~*~*Hawaii, Puerto Rico, New York,
Paris*~*~*

6)What is your favorite pet?!?!?!

*~*~*Dog, cat, fish, hamster*~*~*

7)What's your dream date?!?!?!?!

*~*~*Movie, arcade, candle light dinner,
amusement park*~*~*

8) Name a person of the opposite sex!

9) Name a person of the same sex!

10) Make a wish!

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~ANSWERS~


1
) Short=Adorable
Average=popular
Tall=HOT!

2) Skinny=sweet
Average=FUN!
Pleasantly plump=nice

3) Blue=sweet
Brown=sexy
Hazel=sensitive
Green=Car
ing

4) Baby Blue=Cool and Calm
Red=anxious and energetic
Purple=Laid Back
Black=Gothic
Pink=girlie girl
Green=outkast
Yellow=preppy

5) Hawaii=laid back
Puerto Rico=party animal
New York=people person
Paris=Love to shop!

6) Dog=great and lovable friend
Cat=curious and adventurous
Fish=boring
Hamster=nerd

7) Movies=you like to make out!
Arcade=player
Candlelight dinner=romantic
Amusement Park=adventurous

8) This person will ask you out...

9) This person will hate you if you dont
copy and
paste this quiz...

10) This wish will come true if you
REPOST. Dont,
then you will have bad luck with your life
forever...  

 

 

 

                   IF

 

If i could choose to live my life
there'll be no if's to say
if i would choose to hold ur hand
there'll be no words to say
without thought
without pride
leave the things that see to weaken us
without fear
without lies
let the magic turn ur life around
if i would choose to touch u there
would u touch me there too
if u would choose to stay with me
i'll spend my life with u
without thought
without pride
leave the things that seem to weaken us
without fear
leave ur lies
let the magic turn ur life around

 

 

 

  Mag kaibigan lang kami

 

kami..syempre ganda ng araw ko db may beloved readers?!
bago po un nakachat ko muna sandali ung kaopis mate nya akala ko kasi sya.
opism8:wala po dito si sir jo e..
me:asan sya?
opism8:lumabas po,nakikigamit lang po ako ng laptop nya e.mrs nya po ba kayo?
me:ha?
opism8:wife nya po kayo?
me:ano sa tingin mo?
opism8:ay sori po tawaginn ko n lng po sya sndali.
me:ok,thanks.
jo:yes,mam?
sinungitan mo daw ung nakaupo dito kanina?
me:hindi a.tinanong nya kasi kung aswa mo ako.
jo:anong sabi mo?
me:sabi ko ano sa tingin mo?
jo:a natakot siguro..
me:hindi ko kasi alam ang sasabihin ko e.sabihin mo pasensya h
ano na nngyare syo?
jo:wla pa naman..kya lang very unusual ang sunday ko e..
me:baket naman?
jo:di kasi sya msyadong matnong ngyon e
ano sa plagay mo?
me:wala yan,ano ka ba?nagiisip ka na naman e..
kala ko ba napagusapan na natin yan?!
jo:im not thinking of it na..
me:e ano
jo:sa posibleng lilipad sa mukha ko in case joke..
me:stop it,ok..
jo:ok...done with dt.
me:alam mo namomroblema ako sayo,kasi iniisip ko kung ano mangyayare sayo,if ever..
syempre im involved.
jo:dont mind me.i can handle it.
me:hinde e.ako ang reason db?!
kung hindi saken it wuld not hapen naman db?!
jo:not that. we both do..
me:bat kasi ginugulo pa kitang nananahimik e??
pero but im hapi wen we met again..
jo:its worth it..
me:walang pong regrets..
jo:none..ANY..
me:atlis may nlaman ako syo
jo:na mhina ako sa math??!!
me:hindi ikaw naman patawa ka,hindi ko narinig syo un b4.
nga pala wag mo ng sasabihin ulit un ha ung sinabi u nung saturday.i dot wnt kind of topic e
jo:i dont know.....why suddenly im afraid of not seeing u again..
me:ako den..
jo:and dt suddenly became my dilemma..
me:lalo na at this moment.
joero nice tatoo ha..
me:kaopisina ko ang may kagagawan nun..
sa susunod nga iba naman patatatoo ko.
jo:ano naman? oxo?!
meatawa ka talaga..
jo:ano?
me:hulaan mo..
jo:mickeymouse!
me:galin naman!!pakiss nga!!
jo:baduy!
me:kumokontra ka na naman ha..
honestly magpapatatoo ako alam mo kung ano??
jo:ano?
me:j
o di ba ligtas?!
double meaning..
jo:yup?!
me:busy ka ba?baka nakakaistorbo ako syo..
jo:hinde..just got this sunken feeling..
me:ano na namn un?!
jo?!
jo:what?
me:alam mo ba the 2nd tym we met,
seryoso to ha..
jo:u think i can handle it?
me:oo naman
jo:ok
me:remember las thursday.alam mo nung pauwi na ako kung ano nasa isip ko?
jo:sabi ko na nga ba at may pagnanasa ka sa ken e
me:tingnan mo tong lekat na to!sabi ko nun na gusto na kitang iwasan.kasi alam ko naman na darating tayo sa point na magkakahiwalay na naman tayo..iniisip ko kung kela n ult tayo magkikita,after 2345678yrs or maybe hindi na.ewan ko nga sbi mo nga na ur afraid of not seeing me again..asan ka na??
pinagtatawanan mo ako no.
jo:no..im just thinking the same.
me:di naman kita matiis pag nandyan ka na..
jo:kaya thats why i told that.....sabi mo kasi wag ko ng babanggitin db?!
me:alam ko naman po un..kaya lang pag magkasama tayo wag u na babanggitin.
jo:alam ko naman na in certain part e..na we cant be together.
me:alam ko po.dahil sa sitwasyon mo pa lang hindi na talaga pwede db?!
pero kung saken lang why not??
para talagang u make sure na we cant be together no..
jo:i hope..even in a heart beat..even once..but time pass on us..
me:nasaktan na ako syo b4.. but time heals naman db..ewan ko bat ko nasasabi syo to..dapat noon pa sana kaya lang wala tayong communication e.
jo:i just want u to be happy this tym..so its up to you na..
me:ano sa tingin mo?
jo:i dont have any right..
me:no,i mean is ano sa tingin mo ang makakapagpasaya sating dalawa?
jo:wen ur happy happy na din ako..
me:even we'll spend each other a short period of tym.
4 mos. pano kung sabihin ko sayo na masaya ako pag kasama kita?!!
jo:i can give u all that..
me:gusto ko nga na lage kitang kasama e.alam mo un..
jo:yah..but i dont want to be unfair..
me:wat u min?ayaw mo na ba akong makita?
jo:wala maarte lang siguro ako..
me:basta masaya ako pag kasama kita..tapos..no need for more reason.
jo:hope i can express it..
me:sge nga..joke..
jo:kaso di ka nagkakakain e.baka di ka tumagal..joke lang po..
so im not syaing long need to do smething,buzz u later.
me:ok po.
jo:wala bang kiss dyan.?
me:mwuuaaahhh!!!


hay dear readers,inedit ko na lang ung ibang pinagusapan namen dyan at masyadong mahaba.basta ang saya saya ko nitong araw na to.then in the afternoon nagchat kami nung opismate nya.pinasasabi daw ni sir jo nya na maaga syang uuwi.mamamalengke daw.ano ba kako un.alam ko na daw un.pinatatanong daw ng sir nya kung kelan ko sasaguti.pano ko kako sasagutin e kami na..hahahahahha..may napapansin daw sya sa boss nya,hindi na daw tulad nun.lagi na lang daw tahimik,tasaka ouro lovesongs ang pinakikinggan,samantalang pag sila daw ang nakikinig nu,sinasabihan daw sila na baduy.e ngyon si jo na daw nauuna,pagkabukas ng laptop lovesong agad.ano daw ba un nababakla?!hinbi ba kako natutulala.hindi daw naglalaro lang ng laway. lagot ka sabi ko.hindi daw kasi ganun si jo.inluv daw ata.saken??? tapos daw may sinasabi daw na naiinis daw sya pag may kausap daw ako sa cell.pero hindi naman daw pwede..ano daw un?di nya daw maintindihan kasi putolputol daw sabi ng boss nya.sino po ba kausap nyo?tanong mo sa kanya.ayon tagal kami nagkwentuhan,medyo close ng kaunti.sabi ko gawin ko syang spy..
nandun pala si jojo at nakikita ung conversation namen..hahahahaha..kumukuha pa daw ako ng spy..syempre kako..ayun hanggang sa tumawag sya bago umuwi.di kami kita today.baka nga thursday pa e.

kakainip..miss na miss ko na kasi sya e..as in..alam ko pong mali talaga sa ngayon kasi gusto ko talaga syang makasama e.as in..bago man lang ako muli umalis at hindi ko alam kung kelan ulit kami magkikita..hayyy,love talaga..basta alam ko mahal ko pa din sya akala ko noon wala na.meron pa pala..

 

 

 

PARA SA MGA BROKEN-HEARTED part II-hazefire03
posted by hazefire03 (Aug 16, 2005 @ 11:42PM) views: 17

Letting go is a decision that can never be dictated on us...acceptance is the key to a new beginning and time is the healer of all wounds.."losing someone may not be a loss at all but a blessing because someone even more is yet to come...
In spite of the pain of loss, you still are likely to be a better person for having had love...you can better understand yourself and be prepared for finding success in your future relationships...
"WHEN LOVE DIES, YOU NEVER HAVE TO DIE WITH IT..."
It's true that love can wait forever but it is crazy to stubbornly hope for someone who doesn't even care or understand how we feel...
YOU dont have to FORGET someone you love...what you need to LEARN is how to accept the verdict of reality without being "BITTER or SORRY for yourself...you would better off giving that the dedication and LOVE to someone more DESERVING.
ALWAYS remember that if you LOSe someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow.
" IF LOSE LOVE, THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU HAVE FAILED IN lOVE...CRY IF YOU HAVE TO..BUT MAKE SURe THAT TEARS WASHES AWAY THE HURT AND THE BITTERNESS THAT THE PAST LEFT YOU WITH...
DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO NEVER REALLY CARED ABOUT HOW YOU WOULD HAVE FELT...
Anyone who has gone through the agony of LOSING someone she loves so much will still wish against all odds to have that love back again. But, sometimes a love lost is a love gone forever. No amount of hope can bring to life a relationship that just died a natural death. Set yourself FREE. Let your heart spread its wings and fly... Remember, it may rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but still will not rain forever.
LOVE is not a one-shot deal that you have to get right at first. You will always make mistakes and find your IDEAL partner. Love is also a process of finding your way, finding the RIGHT one...
A relationship is a two way street. It's never all your fault or others person's... You go into the relationship together.
MEN are like a deck of CARDS, you'll find your occasional king, but most are JACKS!!!!

 

 

 

STUPID THINGS I HAVE DONE OUT OUT OF LOVE!
posted by MrPlayRight (Aug 16, 2005 @ 6:41PM) views: 336

STUPID THINGS I HAVE DONE OUT OUT OF LOVE!

I may say I am a hopeless romantic and to prove how stupid and corny I am eh nilista ko na po yung ilan sa mga katangahan na nagawa ko ng dahil s pagibig:

· kargahin ung girl sa baha,after kongs sunduin sa school! Kasi we have to pass a road n talaga namang konting ulan lang eh binabaha! Take note, nakasapatos po ako nuon nakalusong ako siya hindi!

· gumawa ng recording of songs sa isang c-60 n tape na ako ang kumakanta kahit napakapangit ng boses ko!dinaan ko na lang sa galing sa pagigitara(in fairness nakatono naman ako!J

· suhulan yung guard ng LRT para sabhin dun sa announcer na batiin yung girl I can still remember kung pano siya namula nuon! Nyahaha!
(I still can remember how cheesy those words are! Ang corny!)
· gave her a letter na ang laman lang ay puro “I love you”
· magpatalo sa kanya sa 1 on 1 game ng basketball sa harap ng mga pinsan niya!(quite humiliating po,pero ang saya nyang pagmasdan bragging about her victory)
· again nagpatalo na naman ako sa video game na street fighter kahit pa alam ng mga troops ko na ako ang pinakamgaling dun(kakahiya uli pero wala me magagawa I rily love seeing her smile)
· lend her my tuition fee kahit pa 2days na lang finals exam na namin!(buti n lng I aced my prelims at midterm ko kaya nabigyan p rin me ng 2 kahit walang finals!whew!marunong nmn xa magbayad kaya napapahiram ko ! nyahaha)
· gave her vitamins as a gift kasi nga ang payat nya na dahil masyadong napapagod sa school, nursing student kasi! Tapos may tag line na “take a dose of my love everyday” nyahaha ang corny ko talaga!)
· walk her home kahit pa ang layo dhil wala na xang masakyan,ang oras! 11:30 ng gabi!tas I have to walk back alone ng dis-oras ng gabi! A total of 2.5kms na paglalakad and im doing it on a daily basis! (bakit may mga girls na ang hilig maglakad!? May pamasahe naman!)
· bought a Garfield stuffed toy tas nilagyan ko ng necklace at bracelet na silver,para sa girl yun ha! Akala ko kasi mapapansin niya at iisipin na para sa kanya yun! Too bad,akala nya s stuffed toy tlg yun! I rily have to explain hard para malaman niya na para s kanya yung accessories at maconvince n isuot!
· Stand for 4 hours in front of the movie house waiting for her!
· Pagtiisan ung insults na binato ng mom nya skin.
· Ano pa ba? Hmm.. balikan sya after dumping me for another guy!
· Umiyak ng sobra,dahil binasura na naman nya ko!
· Nagtangka na naman akong bumalik

· Basta ang dami! Ibigay yung last money ko na 300pesos para may maisuot sya for the next day kasi nasa out of town kami ng troops! kahit singko wala na ko natira nun!
· Accept her scolding kahit pa sa harap ng mga friends ko!
· And lastly,let her go,after all the hardships that I have endured!

We were on and off nung girl for more than 3 years at napakadami naming pinagdaanan, na saya at mas marami p akong nagawang stupid at corny things bukod sa mga nabanggit ko. maraming nagsasabi na sobra daw ang hirap ko sa kanya pero sabi ko na lang sa kanila:

“ganun talagang magmahal, I find joy in my hardships kasi when I see her happy kahit pa nahihirapan ako at nasasaktan nagiging masaya na din ako!”

I’ve been happy guys pero, para s girl, masasabi ko lang SHE CANT FIND ANYONE WHO IS WILLING TO BE STUPID PARA SA KANYA! IN OTHER WORDS, DI NA SiYA MAKAKAHANAP NG KATULAD KO!

Kayo how stupid and corny can you get? Share some experience and post a comment na din! Nyahaha!...

 

         DUS ANYONE LOVE'S ME

 

kac gan2 yan wen i was 1st year nakapila kami den may guy na nakatingin sakin and he smiled at me and i look 2 syempre hehehe!!! den i felt something na in love na pala aku sakanya!!!

den ngaun 2nd year na kami ng boy and kac magmula ng first year dance troupe na po aku!!! and nagulat na lang aku na nag dance troupe na rin ung crush ko edi blush and kilig aku nun kaya super saya ko nun ... den nag tapat aku dun sa boy na may crush aku sakanya pero ang sabi nya pano kita mamahalin eh lalake ka!!!( syempre masakit din sakin yun dba ) syempre ganyan ang reaksyon ko nun den even na best of friends na lang ang 2ring nya sakin mahal ko pa rin sya kac sa panahon ngayon pag cnabing bakla pera ( kung makikipag relasyon ) tama ba aku!!!

the thing is dapat ko pa rin ba syang mahalin kac parang pinag sisiksikan ko ung sarili ko sakanya kahit na mas gus2 nya ang babae!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

the witch's eX5 and eX3
posted by darkwitch (Aug 16, 2005 @ 9:16PM) views: 49

helo mga repapeeps!!!its me again..the broken hearted witch!

i have this monster boyfriend diba??but now eX ko na siya..2 be honest,his my 5th boyfriend at siya ang pinakahuli ko ngayon...

my ex5[my last boyfriend]...yun ang monster na sumakit sa damdamin ko...siya ang unang guy na naapektohan ako ng malaki sa broke up namin..at all,siya lang ang boyfriend ko na minahal ko ng totoo...pero,sabi nga nila,MABILIS BUMALIK ANG KARMA!

so ngayon,im still inlove w/ my eX5!!!super mahal ko siya!!
pero,meron di namang kasabihang,KUNG MAY UMALIS,MAY DARATING!and here comes my ex3!!!hindi ko inaasahan na may darating para magpahalaga sakin!

so,i welcome the offer,alam ko at halata namang mahal na mahal ako ng lalakeng un..so,naging kami ulit..

after few days,naging masaya rin naman ako..
pero after a week,si eX5 nanaman ang nasa utak ko...

i still love him!!but,may girlfriend na yung monster na yun eh..

then,one day,nagtxt ako sa kanya,and nagulat me sa reply...
mahal na mahal pa rin daw niya ko!!!pero,di niya kayang iwn ung 3rd party niya!i wanna be w/ him..pero,pano ung eX3???

magiging makasarili ba ako??o iisipin ko ang mararamdaman ng lalakeng alam kong totoong nagmamahal sakin??

alam ko naman kasing,di na ko kayang mahalin ng honey[eX5] ko eh!!sinasabi niya lang na mahal niya ko kasi alam niyang mahal na mahal ko parin siya...

ano bang gagawi ko??
pipiliin ko ba ang nagmamahal sakin?
o mas pipiliin ko ang taong mahal na mahl ko??

ang gulo..anu ba dpat gawin ko?
posted by thartandme24 (Aug 16, 2005 @ 7:38PM) views: 136

hello po..e2 po kwento ko...may bf po ako sa pinaz...5 yrs n po kami...syempre po sobrang miss n miss ko na sya..kaya sa sobrang pagkamiss ko nabaling ko sa iba ang pag lambing ko..kaya nag karoon ako ng bf d2...mabait sya...i mean malambing kng kasama ko...pero kng nasa phone parang ala lng... tapos sa hnd ko nmn sinasadya n pangyayari isa sa mga kaibgan ko nung pumunta kami sa sinehan...nagka asaran tapos nging lambngan...tapos halikan....so anu ba dapat gwin ko...hnd ko alam ggwin ko... meron akong bf sa pinaz...tapos nagkaroon ako ng bf d2..tapos isa sa kaibgan ko nakahalikan ko.....sabi ng kaibgan ko hnd raw nya ako lolokohin...aalagaan daw ako...ang 22ong mahal ko lng tlga ay ung bf ko sa pinaz...pero anu b dpat ggwin ko nasa malau sya... ang gulo tlga...at ung dlawang lalake n and2 ay hnd ko mahal... anu b dpat gwin ko....anu b tamang gawin ko? ayaw kong manakit ng tao

 

 

 

 

Any Problems 2
posted by void017 (Aug 16, 2005 @ 6:42PM) views: 59

For Those people who’s out there… All of us has problems we only need to know how to cope with it…

Problems are their to test us how to handle situations like love, family problems and other stuff..



Kung may problema kayo don’t think that it is the end of the world for you… kasi maybe u’ll be facing whole new things in your life pagkarapos na isang problem

May be you’’ be more enlightened na in certain ways… Malay mo there is a blessing in disguise dba…



Kaya Kung may problems just hold on….. Don’t be a wreck……..

 

 

 

babala sa lahat!
posted by replikangTAE (Aug 16, 2005 @ 2:26PM) views: 103

magingat kaung lht kc meron nnmang ngkalat n mga taong nang tutusok ng AIDS tunutusukan nila lht ng taong mksalubong nila sa mall, mrt, et. tapos ung gamit nilang karayong eh may dugong positive sa AIDS kaya pag natusok ka masusugatan ka tapos mahahawaan ung dugumo ng AIDS positive blood dun sa karayong!
mag ingat ang lahat! cnabi lng saken ng tatay ko 2 kc manager xa nung Cure All medical blabla!hehe

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

WHAT DOES IT TAKE?

What does it take to be a friend?
When friendship is only a thing in the mind?
Where masks are a fashion statement?
And where darkness is a welcome companion?

What does it take to love a broken smile?
When your smile has long been broken?
What does it take to love a lost soul?
When you are lost yourself?

What does it take to love?
What does it take to purify this love?
How many tears must be shed?
How many falling stars must be counted?

What does it take?
It takes a scarred soul to heal
And a lost spirit to guide.
For it takes one to be broken
to be truly compassionate and loving.

 

 

 

 

the reckoning
posted by angelbambi (Aug 19, 2005 @ 8:35AM) views: 86

***the reckoning is coming
let us all be ready
don't be too satisfied
you can't conquers all
cause I’ll be the one
will suffer everything

you see me at the back
and u still want more...
how far can it goes...
oh! Bleed my heart.. go on
then you swept my tears away

wondering where you are
Be my guide, give light stop the dark
Are you an angel.. or still a devil one..
I am dying just in an hour
if you'll never admit
that u hurt this innocent heart of mine...

 

 

 

PARA SAU... PARA SAU... PARA SAU!!
posted by maquliit_17 (Aug 19, 2005 @ 4:21PM) views: 119

NANANAHIMIK S TABI, BIGLA NA LAMANG NABINGI.
LABI AY LAGING NAKANGITI, LALONG HINDI MAPAKALI.
LUMILIPAD ANG ISIP SA ARAW GAYON DIN SA GABI
HABANG NAWAWALA SA SARILI, WALANG NAMAN MASABI.
SA MAIKLING SANDALI, NAKAMIT ANG NIMIMITHI!


MALAGLAG MAN SA HAGDAN AT SUMAKIT ANG KATAWAN,
IINDAHIN LAHAT YAN AT ITOY TATAWANAN.
AKO’Y PARANG NAKALUTANG SA GAAN NG PAKIRAMDAM
AT HALOS GABI-GABI’Y IKAW ANG NAPAPAGINIPAN
LAMAN NG ISIP KOY IKAW LANG.


MAKAUSAP KA LANG MUNDO KO’Y LUMULUNDAG,
NAKITA KA LNG PALIGID KO’Y LUMILIWANAG.
MAARING MARAMI JAN SA TABI TABI,
PERO ANG PUSO KO AY IKW ANG PINILI.          

KUYA for me
posted by jz_c0ol (Aug 19, 2005 @ 4:20AM) views: 63

Just being true to ourselves
Enough we can be best friends forever
None of us will left each other
Every ups and downs we will face together
Linving with faith will help us grow stronger.

Love, care and trust
Always be on our side
Bizarre feeling when I becomeas your best
I thank God above
And he gave you to me
Nice and great attitude that you had
All the time, I search and I found.

 

 

 

 

 

i miz u!
posted by jhazpow (Aug 18, 2005 @ 4:44PM) views: 158

the phone is ringing
the clock is annoying
my ate is snoring
and I'm alone crying

i have new bed
new pillow and blanket
new clothes and shoes
even new friends

its hard to sleep at night like this
wothout you giving me hug and kiss
its really hard to open my eyes
coz' i know your not here by my side

im longing for your kiss
ur hands that wipes my tears
i miss you so much
i miss you so bad

             

tigang!
posted by isaw_baka (Aug 18, 2005 @ 11:56AM) views: 123

sa pagsapit ng dilim,
ako'y nagbubunyi.
at sa mundo ng katotohanan
ako'y naglalaho.

kasabay ng mga ulap
patungong kalawakan
ako'y maglalakbay....
upang doo'y makipagtagpo.

tatakasan ko ang mapanglaw na reyalidad
at sa aking isipa'y
huhubog ng pantasya...kung saan
ako ay mayroong ikaw.

doon sa kawalan
kung saan naghahari ang katahimikan
doon na lamang kita mamahalin
nang walang pagpapanggap
at pag-aalinlangan.

pipiliin ko na lamang
na mahalin ka ng tahimik;
dahil sa mundo ng katahimikan,
walang pagtatanggi.
pipiliin kong managinip--
dahil sa aking mga pangarap
walang nagmamay-ari sa iyo...
kundi ako lamang.

ngunit sa pagsapit ng bukang-liwayway
magbabago ang lahat.
at luhaan akong babalik
sa tigang na kapatagan
kasabay ng pagpatak ng ulan.            

walang kwenta....wag basahin....
posted by isaw_baka (Aug 17, 2005 @ 11:28AM) views: 191

My heartbeat is beginning to change.From a slow rythm to a faster beat. My mind is full of thoughts. i'm starting to feel an edge of excitement. i'm nervous. i'm deciding on what expression i have to project. i moved slowly making sure not to trip because of the stilettos i'm wearing.

i'm now infront of the elevator. you said you're on your way up.first.......second......third floor. you're now in front of me. my heart beats faster and slower at the same time. i thought a god from Mt. Olympus reincarnated in front of me wearing his best suit. the moment seems perfect. me, in my black gown wearing my sweetest smile and you in your formal boy next door look. "what a lovely couple!", how i wish someone passing by would notice. but no one did.

snapbacked to reality, i saw you playing a naughty smile on your lips...how cute!i wish i can say it out loud!

you offered me your hand so we can walk hands clasped to the place you said "a surprise".

you opened the door.........woah!!what a lovely place!a paradise in manila!a place filled with pink flowers and at the center was a table for two. you guided me to the table and told me to relax. i was really surprised!how nice and sweet of you to do something like that for my birthday.

after dinner, you brought me to the other side of Eden. we looked at the most breathtaking view i've ever seen. frankly, it wasn't that great.but with you beside me.........i'm in heaven!!

you put your arm around my waist,held my hand and then.........


beep.....beep.....beep......bee
p.....beep......beep....beep



whatth
ef***!!!it's already six in the morning!!i will be late for school....nice dream though....

 

 

 

 

 

 

"The Parrot"
posted by jhoemar2002 (Aug 17, 2005 @ 8:53AM) views: 74

Message: 1. "Never Talk To The Parrot"

Mrs. Peterson phone the repairman because
her dishwasher quit working. He couldn't
accomodate her with an "after-hours" appointment
and since she had to go to work, she told him, "I'll
leave the key under the mat. Fix the dishwasher,
leave the bill on the counter, and I'll mail you a
check. By the way, I have a large Rottweiler inside
named "KILLER;" he won't bother you. I also have
a PARROT, and whatever you do, do not talk to
the bird!"

Well, sure enough the dog, killer, totally
ignored the repairman, but the whole time he was
there, the parrot cursed, yelled, screamed, and
about drove him nuts.

As he was ready to leave, he couldn't resist
saying, "You stupid bird, why don't you shut up!"

To which the bird replied, "Killer, get him!!!"


2. "A Burglar Is In Trouble"

A burglar has just made it into the house he's
intending ransacking and he's looking around for
stuff to steal. All of a sudden, a little voice pipes
up, "I can see you, and so JESUS can!"

Startled, the burglar looks around the room. No
one there at all, so he goes back to his business.

"I can see you, and so can JESUS!"

The burglar jumps again, and takes a longer
look around the room. Over in the corner by the
window, almost obscured by curtains, is a cage in
which sits a parrot, who pipes up again, "I can see
you, and so JESUS can!"

"So what?" says the burglar, "you're only a
parrot!"

To which the parrot replies, "maybe, but
JESUS is a ROTWEILER!"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Adik say0
posted by rakizta_gaL (Aug 17, 2005 @ 2:33AM) views: 124

Sa tuwina'y ika'y HinaHanap-Hanap
Bang0 m0'y nais k0ng maLangHap,
Siya'ng nagdadaLa sa akin sa aLapaap
TiLa ab0t aking mga pinapangarap.

DaHiL sa iy0, LumiLipad ang aking isipan
Nakatingin sa kawaLan,
LumuLutang ang aking katawan
Pr0bLema'y nakakaLimutan.

NawawaLa ak0 sa aking sariLi
Nakatawa, nakangiti
Hindi mapakaLi, nakikiLiti
Hindi namamaLayan, kaybiLis ng sandaLi.

Mund0'y patuL0y sa pag-ik0t
Hindi aLintana ang Lungk0t
PatuL0y ang paggaLaw: nangangaLik0t, maLik0t
NawawaLa ang pagkainis at pagkabag0t.

ALisin m0 ang aking Lungk0t
T0rete ak0 sa iy0, bawaL k0ng gam0t
Bigyang Lunas ang aking sakit
Tamis ng pag-ibig m0ng mapait.

Ikaw ang kapiLing, ak0 na nama'y naka-trip
Diwa'y nagLaLakbay kaHit nakaidLip
Pakiramdam k0 ay nasa Langit,
BiyaHeng Langit sa isang sagLit

Nag-iisa, nakatama, Lakas-tama
Nangangarap na tay0'y magkasama
Bangag ak0,
Hindi sa dr0ga kundi sa iy0

MaHaL kita
KaHit sa iy0'y may nagmamay-ari na
Ang mund0 ay biL0g
Isang araw sa akin sana'y ika'y maHuL0g

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hell in loving you
posted by nikjane (Aug 16, 2005 @ 4:15AM) views: 151

Hell in loving you

I'm tired of living behind your shadow,
i'm sick of your hitting me with arrows,
These things your accusing me,
you seemed to doubt my sincerity.

I've treated you well,
You've given me hell,
i gave you it all,
you let me stumble and fall.

You seemed better at first,
but in the end you've treated me worst.
The promises you've uttered,
Made my world shatter.

You said you never felt my love for you,
but it's you who have been untrue,
You kept demanding for things i cannot give,
You kept telling sweet lies that you want me to believe.

You've made me look like a fool,
you've treated me cruel,
the things you've done,
I never thought could take my sun.

Though it's hard for me to let you go,
i'll take the risk you have to know,
I've known the things you've said and done,
i know you took me just for fun.
I'm sick of these things i have to go,
I think i have already seen your true colors show.

 

 

 

 

 

 

ONE LOVE OF MINE

Pangarap ka sa tuwina
Respeto at pagpapahalaga
Iaalay ko sa'yo
Nandito lamang ako
Care and love that is true
Everyday I think of you
Stridently ika'y mahal ko
Sapagkat I always love you...

 

 

 

 

somewhere i have never travelled

 

somewhere i have never travelled,
gladly beyond any experience,
your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are
things which i cannot touch
because they are too near

your slightest look easily will
unclose me though i have closed
myself as fingers, you always open
petal by petal myself as spring
opens (touching skillfully,
mysteriously) her first rose

or if your wish be close me,i and
my life will shut very beautufully,
suddenly,as when the heart of this
flower imagines the snow carefully
everywhere descending;

nothing which we are to perceive
in this world equals the power of
your intence fragility: whose
texture compels me with the color
of its countries, rendering death
and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens; only something in me understands
and the voice of your eyes is
deeper than all roses)
nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands....

 

 

 

 

 

 

puro pasalita cge nga gawin mo!
posted by runbarbirun (Aug 22, 2005 @ 1:32PM) views: 58

putang ina. sawa na ko.
nde lng nmn ikaw nahihirapan sa mundo.
lahat ngsasacripisyo!
kung pagod k n wag n magreklamo.
sawa na ko. putang ina.
paulit ulit.
gusto mo mamatay?
ayoko ng magsalita.
shit babawaiin mo rin lang nmn.
d mo kaya. puro k pasalita. gawin mo nga.
sama lng ng loob. mahal kita.
wag mong totohanin. tigilan mo pang-istorbo sakin.
puro problema.
nde k n nmn makahinga.
putang-ina. nakakaADWA.
gusto momamatay. solusyon sa problema.
manhid ka. mahal kita kaibigan.
pano kami. mangiiwan k lang.
matapang daw. sagot sa lahat.
DUWAG. wag mo takbuhan.
pranka na kung prangka.
isa kang tanga.
putang ina.
sawa na ako.eh di maghanap k ng IBA!

 

 

 

 

The Dark Candle
posted by pinkbubble (Aug 22, 2005 @ 8:32AM) views: 56

A man had a little daughter-an only and much-beloved child. He lived for her ~ she was his life. So when she became ill and her illness resisted the efforts of the best obtainable physicians, he became like a man possessed, moving heaven and earth to bring about her restoration to health.

His best efforts proved unavailing and the child died. The father was totally irreconcilable. He became a bitter recluse, shutting himself away from his many friends and refusing every activity that might restore his poise and bring him back to his normal self. But one night he had a dream. He was in Heaven, and was witnessing a grand pageant of all the little child angels. They were marching in an apparently endless line past the Great White Throne. Every white-robed angelic tot carried a candle. He noticed that one child's candle was not lighted. Then he saw that the child with the dark candle was his own little girl. Rushing to her, while the pageant faltered, he seized her in his arms, caressed her tenderly, and then asked: "How is it, darling that your candle alone is unlighted? "Father, they often relight it, but your tears always put it out."

Just then he awoke from his dream. The lesson was crystal clear, and its effects were immediate. From that hour on he was not a recluse, but mingled freely and cheerfully with his former friends and associates. No longer would his little darling's candle be extinguished by his useless tears.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ikaw Pala’y Isang Tuta waaaa
posted by jammie (Aug 22, 2005 @ 7:57AM) views: 53

naalala mo pa ba noong tayo pa
ngayon ko lang na tantya
at ako’y napahanga
sa kapal ng iyong mukha

noon tayo’y masayang magkasama
kahit saan naglalakwatsa
at ang mga kinain at kung ano pa
sa wallet ko’y laging kumukuha
subalit ayos lang
alam ko namang pitaka mo’y walang-wala

at sa inyong tahanan
ako’y minsa’y naging utusan
lalo ng pag day off ni inday
sa akin lahat gawin sa inyong bahay

dati di ko alam kung ano sa iyo’y nakita
gayong wala naman akong napala
kun’di ang gawin mong alila
na lagi mong kinakawa

di nagtagal ika’y sa iba nagmahal
ako’y iniwang isang hangal

araw na di sinadya muli tayong nagkita
kasama mo ang iyong bagong jowa
ako’y nabigla’t natuwa
dahil kitang-kita na kayo’y nakatadhana
isang pangit na aso’t isang pangit na pusa
hawak kamay sa kalye gumagala

ngayon ko lang nakuha
kung ba't sa'yo nakapagtyaga
noon pala ako’y nag-alaga
isang kaakit-akit na tuta…

 

 

 

 

 

... 1-4-3
posted by hazel_cutee (Aug 22, 2005 @ 3:39AM) views: 30

So many times I tried my dear,
To simplify that way i feel;
I wonder what words could mean,
the whole of what I an to tell.

I tried Physics and Calculus,
To calculate this classy thoughts;
I've tried Trigo and Chemistry,
But the unknown has increased by three.

I've tried into the drawing board
To look and find its magnitude
But as I reached it's boundary
It exetend to infinity.

So what I used is Algebra
To solve it with all formulas
And with the aid of Geometry
I got the answer.....1-4-3

 

 

 

 

 

 

ano po bang mgandang title?...
posted by nikjane (Aug 22, 2005 @ 1:28AM) views: 32

You think It’s easy being me,
I’m not like you, I’m not brilliant.
There’s so much things I cannot do.

You are used to busy schedules,
Well not me, I’m sick of studying many modules.
I’m not used to these things,
I’m trying to adjust,
It’s like you’re a king,
And I’m a peasant you disgust.

You’re jokes aren’t funny,
In fact they hurt me.
When I ask simple questions,
You answer back with slaps of imperfections.

I know you don’t care what other people would feel,
Don’t you know that words can kill?
Theses words are like knives,
Stabbing, taking lives.
Please be careful with the words you say,
Coz it might bring you into trouble one day.

I know you don’t think that I’m sensitive,
You don’t even care.
I’m not that expressive,
But these things I really can’t bear.

 

 

 

 

GUBAT...


Malawak na dibdib
ng sangkalikasan
may pusong maliblib
ng kahiwagaan;
madawag sa tinik
ng kasiphayuan;
mababa, matarik
ang mga halaman;
may mahalumigmig
na himig ng buhay.

May sapa at batis
na umaaliw-iw
sa kristal na tubig
ang buntong-hinaing;
sarisaring tinig
ng galak at lagim;
may lamig at init
ng dusa at aliw.

Anupa't kinapal
na napakalawak
ang kahiwagaang
hindi madalumat;
sa sangkatauhan
ay guhit ng palad
ng bawat nilalang
ang nakakatulad;
ganda't kapangitan
ang buhay sa gubat.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*** LoVe, LOvE 'n OnLy LoVE ***
posted by madeye (Aug 14, 2005 @ 7:42AM) views: 80

When I was trespassing through the profusely verdant
lawns; I waited for the rain to pelt down in
tumultuous fury; drench every agonized pore of my skin
with mesmerizing globules of water,

When I was wandering through the dungeons; I waited
for the serpent to crawl up my nape; mystically
whisper its tales of ingratiating enchantment into the
chords of my sensitive eardrum,

When I was loitering through the aisles of the
grandiloquent hotel; I waited for my fellow compatriot
waiter to serve me dinner; and invite me
wholeheartedly inside,

When I was lying on the temple doorstep; I waited for
the sacrosanct bells to ring; God's approbations to
the new expeditions of my unveiling life,

When I was digging sandcastles on the shores; I waited
for the tangy waves to engulf me in entirety; catapult
and wholesomely encapsulate in the realms of exuberant
fantasy,

When I was contemplating on the 100th floor of the
colossal edifice; I waited for the conglomerate of
voluptuously seductive clouds to majestically sweep
past my rubicund cheeks,

When I was pathetically strangulated in the monotonous
office; I waited for those moments when I would race
out like a volcano; thump my fists in unprecedented
exhilaration towards blissful carpets of breeze,

When I was tossing in inexplicable nervousness on my
king poster bed; I waited for my revered mother to
give me a peck on my cheek; make me feel like the most
invincible entity on this Universe,

When I was incarcerated by the winds of thunderously
snoring sleep; I waited for unfathomably gorgeous
dreams to perpetuate into my mind; transport me into a
land of insatiable ecstasy,

When I was haplessly brooding over my brutal destiny
on the cold ground; I waited for my mischievous sister
to pummel me in the ribs; make me shrug all
responsibility to be a new born child once again,

When I was on the astronomically mammoth summit of the
mountain; I waited for the first rays of the
Omnipotent Sun to kiss me; completely annihilate even
the most minuscule trace of devil lingering in my
countenance,

When I was in the heart of the jungle; I waited for
the royally undaunted lion to arrive; instill in me
loads of incomprehensible conviction; with just his
single solitary roar,

When I was overwhelmingly tense and frazzled beyond
capacity under the mind-boggling work load; I waited
for a magnanimous yawn; releasing me uninhibitedly
from corridors of desperation,

When I was seated abreast the golden mellow of the
ornate candle; I waited for infinite lines of romantic
poetry to flow in torrential downpours from my
fingers; encompassing all the fragrant beauty
whispering on this planet,

When I was staring unrelentingly towards the cosmos; I
waited for the resplendent moon to arrive; illuminate
the profound darkness of my soul with its festoon of
immaculately shimmering rays,

When I was relentlessly marching on my path to save
dwindling humanity; I waited for blessings to shower
from the sky; to metamorphose my humble mission into a
perpetual reality,

When I was dozing under the gigantic tree; I waited
for the coconut to trip down; pacifying the
traumatized valleys in my throat with its stupendously
rejuvenating water,

When I robustly inhaling and alive; I waited for the
divine light to prudently guide me; engender me to
sacrifice my life for irrefutable justice to every
living kind,

When I was traversing past the morbid graveyard; I
waited for breath to relinquish me in entirety; bond
me forever with my mates sleeping blissfully beneath
the soil,

And when I was in front of my immortal beloved; I
waited for her to say I LOVE YOU, making me entirely
oblivious to the most treacherous of pain on my body;
making me speak, worship; and die for; LOVE, LOVE AND
ONLY LOVE…..

 

 

 

 

heart enlargement daw
posted by torogi (Aug 22, 2005 @ 9:57AM) views: 162

sabi ko na kasi "what you dont know wont hurt you"

sabi ko kasi i wont ever visit a doctor again

eh gago ako dumaan pa ako sa UN Clinic kanina

ayun ang result?

BP- not good

ECG- not good

Cardio- not good

haaaay..yan kasi ang puso pinapatibok, ke pa may asawa o wala ang itinitibok okay lang basta tumitibok para sa iba..ayan tuloy nakalimutan tumibok ng matino

what am i saying ...wala lang i wont ever visit a doctor again...ever....but am suppose to go for further love este lab test on friday

 

 

 

 

 

 

On top of the world, hands to the sky !!

 

I've finally get a chance to post all my comings and goings while on vacation. Believe me, it's hard to keep up my promises to keep you guys posted,It is hard, because I was enjoying it too much to do so.. !! Summer and Chao can guarantee that.

I boarded my flight at 6:30 A.m. on June 31st. AMerican airlines, typical American efficiency all the way down to the no nonsense attitude and grim faces of the flight attendants. If they weren't bringing me free juices and peanuts i'd be worried that they were going to throw me in the ka-be. the flight to Dallas proved tremendously boring, 3 hours of listening to my i-shupple and squirming around uncomfortably in the 2x4 box they call economy class seating, which for someone who stands 5'3" is an easy feat.(What am I complaining? It's not that I stand 6'3 eh,LOL) I woke up ( I was sleeping because I haven't had any sleep for worrying I might get late for my red eye flight) intermittently throughout the flight, whether it be from lack of comfort or the constant peppering of questions from the video game designer from Dallas who sat next to me (all 280lbs of him..my luck could only have been worse if he'd decided to eat me for lunch instead of the prepackaged inflight meal.) a rough landing in Dallas had me sweating and nauseous and I kissed the ground of the tarmac as soon as i set foot on it.
My next flight left 2 hours later so I hightailed it to the departure gate (which luckily, was only 5 gates down from where i arrived. But I need to ride one of those airport subway to get to the gate) and popped two dramamine. I have to meet my cousin which she's travelling with her 2 kids at the Korean gate which she was having a problem explaining to the attendant she forgot her green card, But hello, she can't leave United State without it, So, here I was to the rescue, I ask the attendant if it will be a problem going out of the Country with out her Green card or just coming back. She said, it will be a problem coming back, So I ask the attendant if her daughter could mail it to PI soon she gets there, It was all settle down, but mind you, she has to take down all my information just in case, which, I haven't have any problem giving it to her.Ten minutes into the flight, no more nausea and no more consciousness. I woke up with one hour left of the 15 hour flight to Korea and an empty stomach .I managed to keep down some form of Korean pastry and exited the plane into the hot Korean night. The temperature outside topped 93 degrees at 3:00PM. I forgot how much life this kind of heat can eat right out of you. Luckily, we don't have to go out the airport.
Instead of spending 7 hours in the Korean international terminal waiting for my next flight to Philippines, at 5:45 P.m. we boarded our final flight and landed in Philippines (nausea again) at 9:00 pm. My Nephew were there to greet me and it was a welcome sight. My nephew had his friend pick me up with his brand new 4x4 Ford truck which is so nice and cool inside. I just stayed in Manila for just 2 days and off to go to Olongapo and all the beaches. I also have seen most of my relatives there. My uncle's gone grey around the edges, but still carries himself with the same dignity and pride that i remember so well. my Mother is also no exception and aside from her advancing years which have brought about a slight hesitance in her gait, and her oh so infamous alhiemer she still radiated wisdom and funny.
large coconut trees and acres upon acres of mangoes plants pepper the Olongapo countryside. In the distance the Beach cast their endless shadow over the city, The people of Olongapo are mostly of mixed descent, combined to create light skinned people with distinctly asian features. Civilization has been to make a distinct mark on this region of Philippines, with most people still living subsistence Hotelier,Restaurant and beach houses lives and the towns not yet run over with pollution and modern filth. luckily coca-cola and cable tv have found their way to this remote outpost so i don't feel completely lost. The first few days in Olongapo were spent recovering from jet lag (which didn't take too great a toll on me) and spending time with my two set of family who were never goes to any beaches all thier lives, and mind you, they live in Philippines. Over the years Olongapo hosts thousands of tourists, many of them european and american, and this time of year is no exception. I will probably see more white faces here than i will anywhere else in Philippines (not that it's a bad thing...we all know what happened the last time there were too many white people here.) the city is set on a mountain side and if you look to the east you can see endless mountain, magnificient peak peering down on the rest of the world. I've never felt so awestruck and insignificant in my life. In the morning's you wake up in the clouds, not in fog, but literally in the clouds. As the sun shines, much of it is burnt away and you can see down almost 10,000 feet away to the beach. Homes and more trees dot the mountainside and you can see how civilization finds its way even to the most remote parts of the earth (including the internet, as i'm writing this post while looking out over the ocean side of the Baloy beach range.) the majesty of the mountains though, remains the most remarkable aspect of this visit.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

alone..
posted by prettyhazel (Aug 22, 2005 @ 2:14AM) views: 82

when people look at you all they could see is your joy...that smiling face you wear everyday in front of everybody. They've never seen you mad or down, for they always see you laughing with them. Your laughter is the laudest; the kind of laughter that fills the room. When a friend is down, feeling sad, or simply problematic, you have those comforting words that lift him up, you have a magical way of making someone feel that everything's gonna be alright. So many admire you for the way you live life- relax but "on the go". You dont waste your time by fooling around, yet, you dont take things seriously. You take them as they come with a smile, and this influences those around you. But do they really know what really is happening inside you? what you are when the lights inside your room are switched off? when you think that nobody's watching, when nobody's listening, how do you feel? are you still laughing? I see you crying every night as you lay there... I see your pain and hear your prayers between sobs. I see what's inside you when your alone but i could never comfort you from all these for all I could do is watch you...cry with you...hoping....that i could lighten your load... i could not do anything or even say something to make you feel better. Despite the friends that surrounds you, you still have the emptiness inside you... still praying for the right person to fill that missing piece of your life's puzzle. The laughter and jokes are nothing but masks that hides your frustrations.... Your laughter is real but your joy... isn't. You have that smile glued on your face but your eyes are covered with deep sadness. I want to ask you what could truly make you happy. Although i speak you could not hear me. I wrap my wings around you to keep you warm and to take away the coldness that you feel but you could never feel my presence. As I lay beside you every night...to share your pain, to shed a tear with you, to listen to your prayer and to pray with you, to try to lighten your burden... I am as helpless as yknowing who you really are...youre .... ... ...... ........ .youre............ me..
ou are for i could do nothing for you.. no matter how hard i try. But i dont have the power, and never will i have it...especially

 

 

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posted by rhianna (Feb 10, 2006 @ 2:56AM) views: 44

PARA SA MGA NALOKO AT NILOLOKO



Mahal ko, mahal mo ba talaga ako?
Bakit pakiramdam ko ako’y iyong niloloko?
Bakit sa tuwing sinasambit mo ang walang kamatayang pag-ibig mo
Ako’y di mapalagay kung ito nga ba’y totoo…

Bakit di ko madama ang sinseridad sa iyong mga salita?
Kahit piliting pilit ay di ko makapa
Sadya nga bang ito’y iyong gawagawa?
At ako’y pinagloloko mo lamang, aking sinta…

Masakit mang isipin
Na ako’y iyong lilinlangin
Di ko man sukat akalain
Mukhang ito’y gagawin mo din…

Bakit kailangang maramdaman ko ito
Ang sakit at kirot na nananahan sa puso ko
Bakit kailangang ako’y gaguhin mo
Gayong ibinigay ko naman ang lahat-lahat sa iyo…

Bakit nga ba ganon ang kapalaran ko
Mukha yatang ang kaligayahan ay hinding-hindi ko matatamo
Nang makilala ka akala ko ikaw na talaga ang makakasama ko
Hindi pala, nagkamali ako, at ako’y naloko mo…

balentayns na di pa rin ako nagbabago! haaaay.....

_sige na, mahal na kita_ umiikot ang bawat sandali payapa ang paligid ngayong gabi diwa sa isipa'y di mawari sana bukas may mangyari ako'y naninimdim, bakit kaya? kabog ng dibdib ay kay lakas pa mga mata'y sari-saring nakikita sasabihin ng dila, inihahanda na. nakatingala sa nakasilip na buwan baka sakalaing kaba ko'y maibsan sa sarili ako'y nagugulumihanan magtatapat na ngunit kinakabahan mahal kita yan ay alam mo na ngunit magtapat ay di ko kaya tila umuurong itong aking dila ewan ko ba ba't napapatanga siguro ako na lang hinihintay mo kelan aamin sa lalapit sa'yo tanga nga lang siguro ako kaya damdami'y di masabi ng buong-buo baka mapagod ka kakahintay sa akin alam ko puso mo'y napapagod din wag nang mag-alala aking ring sasabihin ngunit di alam kung paano gagawin kailangan ko ng tulong para di na ako urong-sulong sayang naman kung papakawalan ko pa gayong natagpuan na tunay kong ligaya ewan ko at bahala na pagkat ako'y nagkakandarapa sige na nga ako na'y magsasalita nang matapos na at wala ng problema kukuha ang ng isang malupit na buwelo nang masabi ko na sa'yo ng diretso di nga lang ganun kasimple ito pangako, di ako nagbibiro mahal kita, maniwala ka kahit dibdib ko'y puno ng kaba sagutin man kaw ng bahala kahit ganun at least alam mo na madaling sabihin "mahal kita" ngunit minsan di kayang magsalita siguro ako'y torpe lang talaga ngunit ako'y di lang nambobola ang tulang ito'y mahaba-haba na kaya ngayon tatapusin ko na mahal kita, ngayon alam mo na kelan magiging tayong dalawa?